舍得:有舍才有得

常常听身边的人说,要懂得去舍得,放弃这个,才能展望接下来.可是,我都会想,下个真的会更好吗?
生活中,常常都要做出抉择.有时有两个,赌注是一对一.如过多过两个,那就更头痛.生活,如果,少了个选择,也许我的烦恼就不需要这么多.

突然觉得好自卑…

大学生,考的不止是那学术文凭. 事实上,四年的大学生涯,也在考着我们人际关系. 以前,我可是一位独行者,就算是再大的困难,我都能熬得过去.问题越大 我就越是撑强. 所以说,我的名字可是一个品牌,在course mates当中,我是很好的组员. 凡是同我一组的,分数都不回差到那里去. 因为, 我有能力,用我独门绝招来拯救我的组.

可是,这学期,不知怎么了,对自己的能力开始怀疑. 对身边很多事都提不起劲. 人际关系就是其一.我觉得, 这就是失. 因为,我整天都在外赚外块.身边的朋友和伴,离我越来越远.我们没有什么共同的话题, 除了功课以外. 我很难想象,如果情况再这样下去,我是不是会出事.

最近忙着租车的生意,把自己的大部分时间和精力都投了给它.课业对我来说,根本就是兼职. 当然,这行业也给我认识很多人,顾客和新的工作伙伴. 原本想,有了这个新伙伴,总于可以多个伴,可是一起出街,shopping,聊天,玩,看戏和吃饭,可是,经过一段日子,我对他这新交的朋友,也只能说,失望透顶,根本就不领情.而, 我的死党和我,最近都在因一些小事闹得不愉快. 所以,我就尽量减少跟他来往.所以,连他这个伴都少了.看来以后,我还是要回到孤零零的生活,一个人吃饭,一个人走街,shopping,一个人去JUSCO, 一个人上网.

It has been a while since i last posted my news.

Fight for few ringgit
“Why you never think of the reason I ask you to treat me?”, “You are not a good business man!” “You thought I can’t afford to pay that RM5.50?” “Did you ever treat me to a big meal sincerely before?”…
Just now, on the way back to UTM, both of us are quarreling for that plenty of ringgit. And of course, the ending is not good. With that kind of awful tone, he said those hurtful words mentioned above. That is him; I understood since few years ago. I just wonder, does it worth to have a war for that few ringgit of money? Isn’t it we are earning more money, yet, we are getting more stingy and more “counting”. No wonder people said, never argue with a person that doing business, cos he will count till the last drop or cents.
Now, I am going to tell him here for the reason why I want to tell you those thing is, I want to control my spends. Ask yourself, “You can spend RM200 in week, but I earn RM200 in one month, what is the different?” Let me help you answer. RM200 for you is just a tiny amount. But to me? RM200 is my one month income. I scarify my time, my energy for that RM200. But you? Simply make a call to your mum, and you can get RM500. No wonder, most of the friends that surrounding you more interested on your “wealth” instead of true friendship.
Another one thing I hope you can hear from here is that, you always think for yourself and you are always right. When you insist of something, that is the truth, we must obey. When you want to change something in a sudden, you will change it, and you insist that is correct too. Without any compromise, you can change you standard and rules in a second. You always said you are perfect. Indeed, I prove to you that, you aren’t. However, you certainly give a good reason which I never ready for. Still remember when you make the mistake previously, the reason you give me is “Oh, I make mistake because I haven’t gone through the information, if I had gone through, definitely it won’t have any mistake occurs.” I tell you, you are BULLSHIT!!!
Finally, try to think for a second, how to treat people, remember, people will treat you back in the same manner. Again, this is a universal rules which will never change throughout the eternity, “All things, therefore, that you want men to do to you, you also must likewise do to them”… Even though you never apply it to me (actually I don’t think so, in fact I had been treated for that since long time ago), yet, you should ready to be get paid.

What happened recently!

I had back to Sibu for around 1 week and 3 days. However, it seen like i never had a moment to stop rushing with the time even though my trip back to my hometown initially intended to have a long vacation spent with my beloved family. I found a job at a naval architecture consultant firm. Like usual office hour, I have to wake up 6.00am everyday... (because my family's regulation, we need to join family morning worship that will be cover daily bible text and breakfast together.) Then, my brothers and sisters will leave for their school by their own. I will finish my breakfast asap, then, help my mum to wash the dishes. Then if the time still early,(as long as it is still before 7am), i will sleep again... set my alarm to wake up at 7.35am, then very reluctantly, i will drag myself to the bath to get ready for the preparations and bath. That is how i started my day at the morning. I start my work at 8.15am, so i need to leave my house around 8.00am (i can make it from my house to Sungai Merah's my working office within 15 minutes, because i ride motor mah).

Lunch break 1 hour... so far, my boss invited me to have lunch together, but i rejected, cos i enjoy the moment to have meal with my mum and dad... lack of their concern since i start my single life and i really miss my mum's cook... do you know my mum can cook better than the cook in 5 stars hotel? This is what i dicovered after i stay alone at oversea.

Night time, i will normally help my mum to prepare dinner for my family. Then need to clear all the dish... that why i getting fat now. My mum always cook more than 7 people can afford to eat... My another planning for this trip back to hometown is to help my sisters and brothers to improve their study. My youngest sister don't attend any tuition school currently, so i give her tuition by my own... Dont quest about my ability... i got experience one, cos i m a tutor in JB, i give private tuition one!
After that, i will do some of my stuff, like surfing internet to gather information to get ready for my NOV VIETNAM Trip and also play online garena dota... haha.. fun and cool. Of course, i will chatting with my friends whom i found they are on the line and also check my mail and facebook.... then sometime, i will do some blogging like what i m doing now. I dont play Friends Finance (one of the facebook application game, i used to get addicted to it) anymore.

So, my life in sibu even though busy, but meaningful, night time, i will pray to Jehovah, and thanks for what he had blessed me til today... enjoying my life when i m still young and my parents still around me...

I m back...but today I m having a Bad day

Back to cewsun blogspot again... but with a very bad mood... Today, (14 May 2009) seen like a very bad day.. everything started last night.
As usual, I came back from work since I started my "practical" at a ship design firm... I help my mom to prepare our dinner as we got christian meeting at 7.30 sharp last night. Suddenly, I remember my result should had come out as yesterday was the last day for the result to be viewed online. So, I log in my account at aimsweb.utm.my... type in my username, password... then result... OMG... what! I got B+ for my SP... That is impossible.... How come... I suppose either A or A+ cos I don't think I got any mark to be lost... definitely my lecturer make mistakes... and.. my electronic... unfortunately, i can't make it A... (my coursemate make it A even though his first test lost to me)... another subject down... then. fluid... the worse and most scary subject... it B-... ok.. expected... So i don't really sastisfy with SP and electronic... no reason for me to accept these outcome.. then i ask my coursemate... he got all A in these 3 subjects... then confirm i can't win him anymore... I should said, i work harder than him... got more past year papers than him... but. i dont know why i can got worse result than him... no reason..
so... i hide myself.... i m planning and Lying... I try to tell myself... the A doesn't mean any... that is just what the combination of Lecturer's idea and your luck... especially when you had worked hard for those.... So... who should i blame to? Lecturers, I guess...because i got no reason to blame for myself... (please prove to me that i m wrong)...and secondly, i should blame the luck!
I created a formula: your effort x your luck at the moment = your outcome (result)...
if you put 99.99 for your effort... but your luck is 0.0001... don't expect your outcome to be higher than 99.99... cos it pull down your result by the luck.. am i right?

Then.. this morning, I falled down when i ride motor... during that time, i was hurry to go working place... i falled down, hurt my palm, my legs and of course my motor only got minor deflect... that is my plate number. I didn't notice any weird till i reach my office... i found that, my handphone wasn't with me in my pocket. Initially, i thought i left it at house... i went upstair, rewind again my memory... "It is impossible... Maybe it drop out from my pocket when i falled down" oh... immediately, I asked my colleague to use his handphone to call my number... it rang... but without any long delay, the tone stopped and "Nombor yang anda dial tidak dapat dihubungi..." oh, I know that.... someone who is very greedy and not honest had collected my phone... and that mean, i lost my phone forever...

See... gonna go now... want to sleep.. hopefully, after sleep, tomorrow morning, everything restarted... and the good things come like the flowing of the water in the Rejang River near my hometown....

CNY holiday break at Tanjung Puteri, Pasir Gudang, Johor

Celcom Broadband tested at Tanjung Puteri, Pasir Gudang.



Having Holiday at Tanjung Puteri Resort for 3 days 2 night.

New Terminal for Airasia is coming soon...

Terminal Rakyat or KLIA-East... New Terminal for Airasia...
Very excited and Looking forward
Next time, perhaps, I can take my flight from KLIA-East

A new history for Malaysians and Airasia...

Coming Soon...

This is the former announcing mail that I received from Airasia company few days ago
It quotes:

Dear Valued Guest, We at AirAsia and AirAsia X appreciate your patronage in choosing us for your travel. As a regular user of the Low-Cost Carrier Terminal (LCCT) in Sepang, we have heard your concerns and complaints about the cramped facilities at the LCCT. Many of you may not be aware that the terminal is owned, operated and managed NOT by AirAsia but by Malaysia Airport Holdings Bhd., a government-linked company. To help serve you even better, AirAsia – together with Sime Darby Bhd. – proposed to the government that we be allowed to construct and operate a new terminal to cater to the airline’s exponential growth. The Cabinet approved our request for the new terminal – KLIA-East, or as we like to call it, The Rakyat’s Terminal – to be located just a short distance from the KLIA Main Terminal. The new terminal in Labu, Negeri Sembilan, is scheduled to be in operation early 2011. In recent days, the proposed KLIA-East terminal has generated a lot of debates and discussions in the media – print, broadcast and online. We appreciate the fact that almost everyone who has voiced their view agrees that AirAsia needs a new terminal. For us, the staff of the airline, the new terminal is very much a matter of the company’s survival given the number of new aircraft joining our ranks – at least two are being delivered every month – and the growth in passengers, estimated to reach 60 million in 2013. We would like to appeal for your support in helping us deliver on our promises to you and in making The Rakyat’s Terminal a reality. We have set up a designated web site where we will try and clear misconceptions regarding the project and provide answers to questions you may have regarding KLIA-East. Do drop by and have a look. We would also like to appeal to you to voice out your support for the project – and for lower fares, convenience and a comfortable environment – by writing to the print media, appearing on broadcast media, responding in the online media, especially blogs, and contacting your elected representatives. For more facts and enquiries on KLIA-East, please log on to www.airasia.com or head on over to the blog. From the 6,500 dedicated and hardworking staff at AirAsia.