I m back...but today I m having a Bad day

Back to cewsun blogspot again... but with a very bad mood... Today, (14 May 2009) seen like a very bad day.. everything started last night.
As usual, I came back from work since I started my "practical" at a ship design firm... I help my mom to prepare our dinner as we got christian meeting at 7.30 sharp last night. Suddenly, I remember my result should had come out as yesterday was the last day for the result to be viewed online. So, I log in my account at aimsweb.utm.my... type in my username, password... then result... OMG... what! I got B+ for my SP... That is impossible.... How come... I suppose either A or A+ cos I don't think I got any mark to be lost... definitely my lecturer make mistakes... and.. my electronic... unfortunately, i can't make it A... (my coursemate make it A even though his first test lost to me)... another subject down... then. fluid... the worse and most scary subject... it B-... ok.. expected... So i don't really sastisfy with SP and electronic... no reason for me to accept these outcome.. then i ask my coursemate... he got all A in these 3 subjects... then confirm i can't win him anymore... I should said, i work harder than him... got more past year papers than him... but. i dont know why i can got worse result than him... no reason..
so... i hide myself.... i m planning and Lying... I try to tell myself... the A doesn't mean any... that is just what the combination of Lecturer's idea and your luck... especially when you had worked hard for those.... So... who should i blame to? Lecturers, I guess...because i got no reason to blame for myself... (please prove to me that i m wrong)...and secondly, i should blame the luck!
I created a formula: your effort x your luck at the moment = your outcome (result)...
if you put 99.99 for your effort... but your luck is 0.0001... don't expect your outcome to be higher than 99.99... cos it pull down your result by the luck.. am i right?

Then.. this morning, I falled down when i ride motor... during that time, i was hurry to go working place... i falled down, hurt my palm, my legs and of course my motor only got minor deflect... that is my plate number. I didn't notice any weird till i reach my office... i found that, my handphone wasn't with me in my pocket. Initially, i thought i left it at house... i went upstair, rewind again my memory... "It is impossible... Maybe it drop out from my pocket when i falled down" oh... immediately, I asked my colleague to use his handphone to call my number... it rang... but without any long delay, the tone stopped and "Nombor yang anda dial tidak dapat dihubungi..." oh, I know that.... someone who is very greedy and not honest had collected my phone... and that mean, i lost my phone forever...

See... gonna go now... want to sleep.. hopefully, after sleep, tomorrow morning, everything restarted... and the good things come like the flowing of the water in the Rejang River near my hometown....

My lovely white plain shirt... let mourning it...

Recently, things seen going wrong...

Recently, i am having bad mood because some unhappy things happened. I faced them with the best i can. But condition seem going worse. Just take one example. Just now, when i planning to pack my shirt, some thing unexpected happen. Actually, tomorrow i will having 3 days holiday at Mersing. So, i need to get ready becos we will leave around 9 am. So, i take up the shirt i plan to bring along. It is a plain white shirt that with colar. Then, i found that it is quite massive and i have to iron them all. So, i move the iron board and iron to my room, planning to start my job. I plug the iron, and check the level of heat. I turn it to level cotton, which is actually nearly maximum. I didn't notice that there is another sign showing the level of heat shown on the iron. So, the cotton level is actually nearly the second highest. So, you should know what was happening next. I didn't notice about the danger. I just start my work like usual. But actually i am careless and fearful. Why fearful, becos i got a bad experience with the ironing job, cos last time I spoiled one of my shirt due to over heat. This time, (the iron actually is my friend one, and i borrow it to iron my shirt for the 1st time), the same thing happen! And the one white and plain shirt that i have got a hole on my collar. Maybe, i need to spend money again to buy a new one and of course, i have to say goodbye to this shirt which have accompany me since the first day I have my registration in my University during July last year. Oh, poor shirt...


This shirt had accompanied me for more that 3 years. It got a lot of memorable within it. Cos it is the first shirt that i bought for receive the award of 3 star during my business, and also it is the first shirt that i wore on the day i register at my University last year... let mourning it...