My Sifu~

I have to say that...
My sifu is...
too good but too difficult to handle..
Firstly He is my friend. Meanwhile he is 5 stars difficulty ranking to handle.
Why?
Let take one example
I still remember, everytime, when we get too close, we will definitely quarrel. However, finally, i realize this fact and get ready some method to avoid it or solve it. For instance, during my final exam on April, the day before i have my dynamic final paper. That night, both of us burn the midnight oil even though i am the one who are over worry and slept around 4 o clock in the morning. So, before he wend to bed, we "study" together (now if given the second choice, i rather study myself for that paper). Because i hadn't done my revision for my few final chapthers, so i got a lot of questions, and during that time, i am very nervous cos the time is ticking second by second, i was so afraid that i got no enough time to finish my revision before the test in the morning. So i keep on asking him some of the questions, hoping that he will answer my questions, at least i can have a simple idea to solve the questions. But the responses were bad. Maybe he also nervous (becos both of us haven't finish our study yet, we enjoy ourselves for the days before the tests).
So, i am quite unhappy with the style he treat me and answer my questions. HE scolded my for asking the same type of questions (because i never fully understand what he taught), until the level that i just bow my head and keep silent. Leaving him to say whatever he want. Because i realize that, that moment if i also talk, definitely there will be a WORLD WAR 3 erupted! And the ending is both of us unhappy and the most important thing is that, it will fully influence our exam result. So, i just leave it for the sake our result. Actually i know that he is quite annoyed with the questions i asked since he himself also not confident for the paper. But i guess i know that he never know that his explanation is not understandable. That why i dare to ask for 1st time but never ask for second time because i was afraid to be scolded (however, for certain important questions, i have no choice that i rather ask for 2nd time even though i was scold fiercely by him). Because his explanation is poor, that why i need am not understand, but i guess he never know about this. However, i need to confess one fact that, i am really poor in that few chapter. So, i am gratefully that some of the questions i can handle it after his good explanation.

In the mean time, he is a good companion. We always have infinite topic to talk, to chat... From small manner like our friends' things till business, we can talk non-stop for 3 hours. I try that before during my trip back to my hometown Sibu from Kuching inside the bus. So, he is a good campanion. We have our rule to when we are talking... that why we enjoy very much when we are talking even through the phone (luckily i got Happy which allows me to talk continuously for 45 minutes by RM0.99 only).

OH~ he is a good advisor for CERTAIN CASE and TIME but not all the time. He always claims that i should listen to his advice on behalf of my own good. I know, FOR SOME TIME, he can provide a good advice. But for some time, his advice which he think is wonderful and MUST FOLLOWED, is actually not applicatable to me. For instance, one time, he thought that i should not employed that deceiver, a detective, to help me to investigate my lost laptop by using RM500, because he said that he must be a lier. (even until now, he still using this manner to "threaten" me to listen to him, because he said that because of my rebellion, i lost that RM500). For a certainity, he is right. But only for half. I guess he never think of future. I am learning something, (However, if less that RM500, it will be better, because the outcome not really good). Then what are the things that i learnt... Much more than i expected. I lose that RM500, but i gain more than the things that i can't be bought using thar RM500. The experiences. He claims that he never be cheated because he is clever. I guess he is wrong, and i told him the reason before and he quite agree with my points. The reason is that, he is over protected by his parents and he lives with eveything well equiped. But this doesn't same to me. I travel far over the sea to west malaysia, and i need to start everything from zero. I need to be independent. My only best support is the ATM machine.
Somehow, he also be my good listener. If got anythings related to our school one, i will contact him. But recently i learn not to be do so. Because i don't want to trouble him. So, i prefer to drop my words in my blog here. Hoping someone who happen to pass by my little house and can walk into for a further introduction of me.

Well, if you ask me: 'Then, do you happy to have a friend like him?" The answer for sure, "YES, i am happy to know him and hope that our frienship will not last even we graduated". Because we have too many similarity and too many things that connect both of us. And the best thing is that he is such a person who willing to share his things (not only materiality, but also his time and so on) with all the friends surround him without any second of hesitation. That why till today, WE ARE STILL FRIEND mah...