I lose my job and my tuition students... How am i going to survive for the coming months?

I m a tutor...
But i may lose it very soon... cos i lose my students


Recently, i got few students having tuition in my house. I am the tutor. I taught Additional Mathematic, Chemistry and Physic for Form 5 students. Our class started since Dec last year til this month, May. At the begining of May, suddenly i got bad news from one of my students claiming that she wanted to stop her tuition for this particular month, May, cos she said that she was very busy because having test for this months, besides that she had health problem, so she want to stop for this month. Initially, only she alone making this decision. But after that, her good friend, who also one of my three students, also claimed that since she wanted to stop for one month, then she also want to follow her decision and stop for one month. To me, i felt ok cos May is my school holiday, definitely i hope i can put down all my job and have a one month rest. So, i approve their request. After 2 weeks, suddenly the only last students remain also inform me that she wanted to follow them and stop for one month... Then i said ok, cos i got no reason to reject her since i had approve 2 of them. No choice...

Today, it is 31 May 2008. So suppose tomorrow i will have my class back like before. So, during evening, i send a message to one of them, asking: "next month, are you coming back for tuition? (I wrote it in Chinese)". But no reply ...

Then nightmare came suddenly... Titi, titi... My handphone sounded, there is one incoming message. I took it and open it. WAHH... the last one who stop her tuition send a message to me. She said, two of them want to quit the tuition. That mean, i lose my tuition students... The first thing is why they want to quit? 2nd I begin to worry about how am i going to survive? Two of them having 3 classes with me. Every month, they can generate RM200++ income for my monthly expense... but now, i lose my job...

I afraid... maybe i can't afford to pay my monthly installment for my laptop, and also daily spend, fuel, food, entertainment expense and my debt even though i have scholarship from MISC company...

Heavenly father, Jehovah... pls teach me how to deal with it... I pray through the name of Jesus Christ, Amen!

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United under same root even we are different races, IT's bcos we are all UTM students

These two humans ah....

They are actually my good friends amongst all the malay friends. Maybe we always stick together, no matter how the class is being separated. You know why... Because the first name of three of us is too close. For instance. the handsome guy who beside me is, his name start with N, while the one beside me, her name start with S, which is same as mine, S. So, no doubt, everytime, when the class is separated into groups, mostly we are in the same group. No choice, who ask usto have the name start with N and S.

My Sifu~

I have to say that...
My sifu is...
too good but too difficult to handle..
Firstly He is my friend. Meanwhile he is 5 stars difficulty ranking to handle.
Why?
Let take one example
I still remember, everytime, when we get too close, we will definitely quarrel. However, finally, i realize this fact and get ready some method to avoid it or solve it. For instance, during my final exam on April, the day before i have my dynamic final paper. That night, both of us burn the midnight oil even though i am the one who are over worry and slept around 4 o clock in the morning. So, before he wend to bed, we "study" together (now if given the second choice, i rather study myself for that paper). Because i hadn't done my revision for my few final chapthers, so i got a lot of questions, and during that time, i am very nervous cos the time is ticking second by second, i was so afraid that i got no enough time to finish my revision before the test in the morning. So i keep on asking him some of the questions, hoping that he will answer my questions, at least i can have a simple idea to solve the questions. But the responses were bad. Maybe he also nervous (becos both of us haven't finish our study yet, we enjoy ourselves for the days before the tests).
So, i am quite unhappy with the style he treat me and answer my questions. HE scolded my for asking the same type of questions (because i never fully understand what he taught), until the level that i just bow my head and keep silent. Leaving him to say whatever he want. Because i realize that, that moment if i also talk, definitely there will be a WORLD WAR 3 erupted! And the ending is both of us unhappy and the most important thing is that, it will fully influence our exam result. So, i just leave it for the sake our result. Actually i know that he is quite annoyed with the questions i asked since he himself also not confident for the paper. But i guess i know that he never know that his explanation is not understandable. That why i dare to ask for 1st time but never ask for second time because i was afraid to be scolded (however, for certain important questions, i have no choice that i rather ask for 2nd time even though i was scold fiercely by him). Because his explanation is poor, that why i need am not understand, but i guess he never know about this. However, i need to confess one fact that, i am really poor in that few chapter. So, i am gratefully that some of the questions i can handle it after his good explanation.

In the mean time, he is a good companion. We always have infinite topic to talk, to chat... From small manner like our friends' things till business, we can talk non-stop for 3 hours. I try that before during my trip back to my hometown Sibu from Kuching inside the bus. So, he is a good campanion. We have our rule to when we are talking... that why we enjoy very much when we are talking even through the phone (luckily i got Happy which allows me to talk continuously for 45 minutes by RM0.99 only).

OH~ he is a good advisor for CERTAIN CASE and TIME but not all the time. He always claims that i should listen to his advice on behalf of my own good. I know, FOR SOME TIME, he can provide a good advice. But for some time, his advice which he think is wonderful and MUST FOLLOWED, is actually not applicatable to me. For instance, one time, he thought that i should not employed that deceiver, a detective, to help me to investigate my lost laptop by using RM500, because he said that he must be a lier. (even until now, he still using this manner to "threaten" me to listen to him, because he said that because of my rebellion, i lost that RM500). For a certainity, he is right. But only for half. I guess he never think of future. I am learning something, (However, if less that RM500, it will be better, because the outcome not really good). Then what are the things that i learnt... Much more than i expected. I lose that RM500, but i gain more than the things that i can't be bought using thar RM500. The experiences. He claims that he never be cheated because he is clever. I guess he is wrong, and i told him the reason before and he quite agree with my points. The reason is that, he is over protected by his parents and he lives with eveything well equiped. But this doesn't same to me. I travel far over the sea to west malaysia, and i need to start everything from zero. I need to be independent. My only best support is the ATM machine.
Somehow, he also be my good listener. If got anythings related to our school one, i will contact him. But recently i learn not to be do so. Because i don't want to trouble him. So, i prefer to drop my words in my blog here. Hoping someone who happen to pass by my little house and can walk into for a further introduction of me.

Well, if you ask me: 'Then, do you happy to have a friend like him?" The answer for sure, "YES, i am happy to know him and hope that our frienship will not last even we graduated". Because we have too many similarity and too many things that connect both of us. And the best thing is that he is such a person who willing to share his things (not only materiality, but also his time and so on) with all the friends surround him without any second of hesitation. That why till today, WE ARE STILL FRIEND mah...

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22 May 2008
I THINK I MUST OWN A CAR
Why?
The story is like this...
Actually, our christian congregation plan to go Mersing (a place at east coast of West Malaysia, i guess it should be under Johor) on 6, 7 and 8 MAY 2008 for holiday and also special magazine day (one of our christian organization activity). I plan to join because this special activity is joint with some christian member from Singapore. So i am looking forward to join because i guess it must be a very memorable moment to join them all and having a good time playing the games.
However, i face a problem regarding transport. I am a student who studying in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, Skudai Johor. My hometown is Sibu, Sarawak, which it is far separated by South China Sea. So, all my family members, my mum and dad all are there. So, i got nothing here, just my luggage that i brought along during the time i came here for study last year and some staff that i bought here, and of course my dear laptop. So, everything need to start from nothing. Recently i just bought a new motorbike, it is 3rd hand, ( i don't care how mant hand it got). But, i don't have a car.
Having a car is must more important at this very moment. Because, i need to go Mersing by my own if i want to join the activity there. This is because the date just exactly the same day i having my laboratory module for morning and afternoon. And they are planing to leave on the early morning, which means i can't join them for morning, i can only join them after my class finish and i need to drive by myself to go there, which the direction i know but the road to go, i only depend on the sign board beside the road. However, this don't afraid me much cos i been driving 7 hours from my hometown to Kuching which is the capital of Sarawak state (the distance around 400km).
Then why i emphaysize on the issue that i must own a car? It is because just now, i ask my good buddy who is also my christian member regarding i'm going to borrow his car for the journey because during that time, he is outstation. However, the response quite dissapointed me. He refused, as he telling me that his mother not allow. I can fully understand his stand as i always borrow his car and he never said no. Of course for this time, i trust him too. I know he don't mind to borrow me his car cos i had used his car during last long holiday and i had proved to him that i will take good care of his car and of course i did it. So, i know he trust me too. However, as he claimed, his mother not allow him to do so. SO, i understood that is not his problem. In fact, he is innocent if i said he let me down by not lending his VIVA to me. Cos the problem is that his mother never meet me before and of course she is worry. So, who's fault? Not him, also not his mother. Maybe everyone is faultless. The only problem is that, i should own my new car. Even though you may wonder, good friend should share things together. But let me tell you the fact, even good friend some time, there can't be always 24 hour friend that will permit all your demands and request. Cos they are human too. There is never correct for statement :good friend is 100% trustable and reliable on anytime. If you keep on believe this statement, I'm sure one day, you will agree with what i am saying here.
So, no car, how m i going to go Mersing? So, this is my problem, nobody will help me for this unless i take the initial to "beg" for help from 'friends'. But luckily, i got a friend who willing to lend me his car. But the impact is, i always need to watch his face color, because never dare to make him angry, otherwise, you also know the outcome. So, eveything must be bullied by him, but i just let him, cos no choice, who ask me don't have car, and always need his help. So, i must own a car very soon so that i don't need to be conquered or occupied by him for every decision make and of course, dare to say NO for things that i really really dislike him ask me to do.