What happened recently!

I had back to Sibu for around 1 week and 3 days. However, it seen like i never had a moment to stop rushing with the time even though my trip back to my hometown initially intended to have a long vacation spent with my beloved family. I found a job at a naval architecture consultant firm. Like usual office hour, I have to wake up 6.00am everyday... (because my family's regulation, we need to join family morning worship that will be cover daily bible text and breakfast together.) Then, my brothers and sisters will leave for their school by their own. I will finish my breakfast asap, then, help my mum to wash the dishes. Then if the time still early,(as long as it is still before 7am), i will sleep again... set my alarm to wake up at 7.35am, then very reluctantly, i will drag myself to the bath to get ready for the preparations and bath. That is how i started my day at the morning. I start my work at 8.15am, so i need to leave my house around 8.00am (i can make it from my house to Sungai Merah's my working office within 15 minutes, because i ride motor mah).

Lunch break 1 hour... so far, my boss invited me to have lunch together, but i rejected, cos i enjoy the moment to have meal with my mum and dad... lack of their concern since i start my single life and i really miss my mum's cook... do you know my mum can cook better than the cook in 5 stars hotel? This is what i dicovered after i stay alone at oversea.

Night time, i will normally help my mum to prepare dinner for my family. Then need to clear all the dish... that why i getting fat now. My mum always cook more than 7 people can afford to eat... My another planning for this trip back to hometown is to help my sisters and brothers to improve their study. My youngest sister don't attend any tuition school currently, so i give her tuition by my own... Dont quest about my ability... i got experience one, cos i m a tutor in JB, i give private tuition one!
After that, i will do some of my stuff, like surfing internet to gather information to get ready for my NOV VIETNAM Trip and also play online garena dota... haha.. fun and cool. Of course, i will chatting with my friends whom i found they are on the line and also check my mail and facebook.... then sometime, i will do some blogging like what i m doing now. I dont play Friends Finance (one of the facebook application game, i used to get addicted to it) anymore.

So, my life in sibu even though busy, but meaningful, night time, i will pray to Jehovah, and thanks for what he had blessed me til today... enjoying my life when i m still young and my parents still around me...

I m back...but today I m having a Bad day

Back to cewsun blogspot again... but with a very bad mood... Today, (14 May 2009) seen like a very bad day.. everything started last night.
As usual, I came back from work since I started my "practical" at a ship design firm... I help my mom to prepare our dinner as we got christian meeting at 7.30 sharp last night. Suddenly, I remember my result should had come out as yesterday was the last day for the result to be viewed online. So, I log in my account at aimsweb.utm.my... type in my username, password... then result... OMG... what! I got B+ for my SP... That is impossible.... How come... I suppose either A or A+ cos I don't think I got any mark to be lost... definitely my lecturer make mistakes... and.. my electronic... unfortunately, i can't make it A... (my coursemate make it A even though his first test lost to me)... another subject down... then. fluid... the worse and most scary subject... it B-... ok.. expected... So i don't really sastisfy with SP and electronic... no reason for me to accept these outcome.. then i ask my coursemate... he got all A in these 3 subjects... then confirm i can't win him anymore... I should said, i work harder than him... got more past year papers than him... but. i dont know why i can got worse result than him... no reason..
so... i hide myself.... i m planning and Lying... I try to tell myself... the A doesn't mean any... that is just what the combination of Lecturer's idea and your luck... especially when you had worked hard for those.... So... who should i blame to? Lecturers, I guess...because i got no reason to blame for myself... (please prove to me that i m wrong)...and secondly, i should blame the luck!
I created a formula: your effort x your luck at the moment = your outcome (result)...
if you put 99.99 for your effort... but your luck is 0.0001... don't expect your outcome to be higher than 99.99... cos it pull down your result by the luck.. am i right?

Then.. this morning, I falled down when i ride motor... during that time, i was hurry to go working place... i falled down, hurt my palm, my legs and of course my motor only got minor deflect... that is my plate number. I didn't notice any weird till i reach my office... i found that, my handphone wasn't with me in my pocket. Initially, i thought i left it at house... i went upstair, rewind again my memory... "It is impossible... Maybe it drop out from my pocket when i falled down" oh... immediately, I asked my colleague to use his handphone to call my number... it rang... but without any long delay, the tone stopped and "Nombor yang anda dial tidak dapat dihubungi..." oh, I know that.... someone who is very greedy and not honest had collected my phone... and that mean, i lost my phone forever...

See... gonna go now... want to sleep.. hopefully, after sleep, tomorrow morning, everything restarted... and the good things come like the flowing of the water in the Rejang River near my hometown....