Maxis broadband

I just did maxis broadband speed test at www.speedtest.net at 6.18pm 25th February 2010 at K10 UTM Skudai area.
This is my first time doing the test on maxis broadband for the package RM48 per month.
My comment is excellent. However, this broadband i just subscribed, so i am not sure will it last for such an excellent connection condition in the future.

昨晚,我宠宠自己,善待自己,慰劳自己...

昨晚是星期三.原本就是闲得无事做.大约八点,给朋友打完了电话,就突然很想去吃那附近刚开Burger King.因为那天收到传单,一杯汽水加一个汉包堡WHOPPER,另外,临时拮据前,又加上一杯BK Cone Ice-cream...就这样,第一次一个人吃Burger King,因为之前在新加坡时,和朋友一起吃过,不过,当时并不觉得什么特别好吃.可是,昨晚的第二次,让我爱上了"我选我味"Burger King.(现在还想去再去吃呢~)

晚餐就这样,马马虎虎的解决,但是确实是我人生一个大发现...原来Burger King的汉包堡这么好吃...也许以后不吃KFC和McD了...

吃好晚餐,还早,不到八点半.念头一转...想去Umall的MBO看一场戏.第一次一个人孤孤单单去看戏...也~我长大咯.

真是的,看戏就看戏吗...结果还买了一包中等的爆米花popcorn和一杯7up.真是得寸进尺...真是把自己给宠坏了.

我入座后,电影就开场了(因为买popcorn的人太多,排对花了不少时间)...
糟糕~我的座位B11是靠近空调旁,冷得我发抖,因为我穿的是一条短裤...结果,很难集中精神看戏.如果就这样走了,且不是浪费了十块马币...

看完了电影,已经是十点多了...十一点之前,我必须回到宿舍...所以,我就没到出逗,直接往学校的大路回去了...

How will you treat her car?

昨晚,跟朋友一起时,聊到一个问题:

"你的女友,把她心爱的车交托给你保管几天.你会怎样照顾它?"

我答:"停放在外边吧.."
他说:"就是这样吧了?"

"对呀,不然...?"我很好奇他的问题究竟想要考我什么...
"你真的没有爱心,你没资格去爱一个人,因为你根本不懂怎样去爱一个人!"

他的答案,顿时之间,好像在给我的头狠狠的砸了一下...

我心里捆惑,又纳闷得想:"不就是一辆车,只要没给人偷,到时完完整整物归原主,完壁归赵,这就是最好的了..."

但,后来,给他点醒了..."你只有尽责,不是尽心.爱包挂,不单只求做完一件事,而是因为本着爱,给更多."

"如果一个陌生人请你帮他拿一箱的行李去他家,正常情况就是拿到了门口就可以了;如果是你的妈妈呢,你肯定把那箱行李拿到她在二搂的睡房里.为什么两者之间有不同的待遇?原因:前者是你尽责,看在一般人眼里,是很好的表现.后者是本着爱去做.因为你爱你的妈妈."

同样的,"如果你只是把车子停放在一旁,不给它清洗,每天没有定期给引擎启动,那其实是没有问题的,在一般人眼里,你也算是做好一个朋友委托的任务.我重复,朋友的委托,不是女友的委托!!!"

这时候,我才焕然大悟.想要爱一个人,看来还得先从基本的开始学起...否则,恋爱最终也是残局...

生活篇

昨天和今天....
昨天的生意很差,簿子里第一次打破记录,零"0"...一辆都没出过.
今天,还好,总算出了两辆.还剩下两辆.不过这两辆是有问题的,待会儿想那去修理.

昨天晚上,在朋友家过夜,因为有烧烤会,BBQ,好热闹.而且食物多到两轮硬塞才吃完,(因为我们都主张,不可浪费食物,想想亚齐的人(Orang Acheh).当然,朋友之间的交往更有意义.而且,又认识到一个新朋友(新加坡人).从他的谈话中,了解到很多单身弟兄的生活方式.(原来住在城市里的单身族都是在办公室里啃面包和喝咖啡,理由是咖啡能够提神去睡意,啃面包,应该是最经济方便的).听他说到,他六点四十五分最出门去上班(好早哦,跟我一起上学时间一样.我以为以后做工了,都可以睡到七点半,反正大部分公司的上班时间是九点).他说他驾车去上班(在新加坡,这可是很少人会这样),原因是,下班时间,如果供乘地铁,太多人,受不了.新加坡有Electronic Road Pricing (ERP),就是公路使用费.操作时间是上班的繁忙时段(0730-0800), 如果不在七点半前赶到公司,那就难逃这些ERP的过路费.所以,他虽然是九点上班,可是不得不在七点半前抵达公司,除非选用公共交通,比如巴士或地铁(不过别忘了,上班下班都得跟大家挤在一起,又是要等和排队)

昨夜在我的日本朋友家那过夜.因为我们都想共醉到天亮.哈哈~可惜呀,顶得了酒量却顶不了睡虫,聊到一点就顶不住,冲了凉倒头就呼呼找周公去了.还好没发酒疯...看来,我的酒量越来越进步了.(老兄,我喝的可是40%酒精浓度,不过不是纯喝,而是经过我朋友特别的调配,成了一杯cocktail.第一杯是份量比较少,而且味道像红酒,所以两口就搞定.第二杯是cocktail,满满的一杯,味道很不错,加了lemon,味道一流,又冷.所以,就忙享受~)

Today, just another normal day...

Just have the chance to chat with my cousin, who just back from Shanghai... after 1 year not coming back due to studying Medicine there, he only managed to go back to hometown during CNY with full of expectation that... (i guess),
1) Family can reunion,
2) Able to meet me...
3) Able to meet those cousins who are also staying far away in other places, like KL
4) To gather and chit chat things that happened throughout the year

However, this is what he posted at Windows Live Messenger, which is out of my thought-->
"As we grow up..
the expectation for cny become less and less
the feeling for it become not so strong as childhood"

In fact, he is right... I can feel it too.
Maybe this is one of the symptom of growth (or in a rude way, AGING)...
岁月,是那么的残忍... 抹杀了我们每个人童年时候的赤子之心...
想想以前小的时候,虽然无知,可是,却是童年无邪...
最近认识了一个朋友,其实我是非常admire他.其中一个原因就是因为他还年轻,比我小两岁.待他象弟弟一样.可是...

好想回到过去...就是我十五岁那年.Forever,我都是认为,中三到中五的学生生涯就是我人生最快乐的几年(其实我希望在未来,还有这样的机会).因为,全班的同学都相处得非常的好,朋友之间就是蕴涵着欢笑和快乐..也许,这样的事只有在年轻时的朋友间才能找着.现在,读了大学,几乎半边脚已经踏入社会,友情中不再单纯,因为掺拌了利益和自私.就算是我认真付出一份单纯的友情,别人都会怀疑你的动机(这点我很肯定,因为刚刚才再一次的印证过).

人与人之间的这门学问还真复杂难懂.
有人说呀,"一出生便会懂的就是喝奶,但是一生人都学不懂的就是怎样和别人相处".
先是从友情开始,然后就是爱情...

这次我真的忍不住哭了.

我好想家,好想sibu...
所以,刚刚给家里的妹妹发了几封短讯,原来家人要出门去美里度假.整家人都在收拾行李...好忙.

妈,刚给我电话.当我看到是她打给我,眼角边,开始不听使唤,竟然开始湿了.

我哭了...是无声的,因为...

我的哭声,妈在电话里是听不到的.因为我死命的压住,尝试用正常的语音保持通话.可是,好几次,我逼不得已,把听筒拿开,怕的就是给妈知道... 妈,其实,我内心里很想告诉你们,

"对不起,妈...我没回家.没跟你们一起.我真的很想你们.我巴不得现在就飞回去.你们整家人要出门去美里.我也是家中一份子,为什么没有我的份?都是我的错.我没回!"

我用工作来麻醉自己,不让自己去想太多.刚刚又收回一辆车.外面的烟火声好大声.

家...是世界上最棒的地方

家...是世界上最棒的地方
courtesy to Teresa (facebook)

一个人的团圆饭+除夕

好想家哦...
难怪有句话说,"每逢佳节倍思亲"...
真的好想知道sibu那里现在的情况怎样...
真的好想知道爸妈弟妹他们现在怎样...
真的好想知道爸妈弟妹他们现在有没有想起我...
虽然我们家不过年,可是,今晚的这顿晚餐对住在Sibu的华人来说,真的是别具意义...因为,它是代表着,一年到尾,离乡背井的游子们归回到原来的家,跟自己最亲的家人好好的聚一聚...

家,始终还是我最挂念的地方...不管去到哪,最后还是要回到他们的身边...
可是,今年,我选择不在过年其间回..虽然听起来有点矛盾,但家人都明白,只要再熬多两个月,到时不就一样,一家团圆...

年饭,其实是重在于它的背后的意义-->团圆...
过年,其实就没什么...
就其实是更大的团圆吧了...
年饭是整家人的团圆,
过年是朋友,远亲的团圆...

Never trust your friend

Never trust your friend... especially your good friend. Indeed, sometime, friend is fiend.

When they need your help, they will approach you and said...

"You are my only friend, if not you, then who? Friend should help each other no matter how worst the condition, this is called friendship."

So, you will definitely ended up with helping him no matter how, because you believe the phrase, "A friend indeed is a friend in need."

Next time, when you need his help... and you expecting he will definitely help you...

then

He will said this:" Hey, I don't care. That is your problem. I can only..."

Then you will reply, "you are my friend, if not you then who?"

Then, these words will come out from his mouth....
"If you are my true friend, you should help me willingly, no matter how, and dont expect people to pay back/reward you after you help someone. "

And, for sure, you will end up with silence...

Previous part: "Friend indeed should help friend who needs help"
Later part: "True friend should not ask for pay back"

Yes, this is called "TRUE FRIENDSHIP"... Now I understood.

舍得:有舍才有得

常常听身边的人说,要懂得去舍得,放弃这个,才能展望接下来.可是,我都会想,下个真的会更好吗?
生活中,常常都要做出抉择.有时有两个,赌注是一对一.如过多过两个,那就更头痛.生活,如果,少了个选择,也许我的烦恼就不需要这么多.

突然觉得好自卑…

大学生,考的不止是那学术文凭. 事实上,四年的大学生涯,也在考着我们人际关系. 以前,我可是一位独行者,就算是再大的困难,我都能熬得过去.问题越大 我就越是撑强. 所以说,我的名字可是一个品牌,在course mates当中,我是很好的组员. 凡是同我一组的,分数都不回差到那里去. 因为, 我有能力,用我独门绝招来拯救我的组.

可是,这学期,不知怎么了,对自己的能力开始怀疑. 对身边很多事都提不起劲. 人际关系就是其一.我觉得, 这就是失. 因为,我整天都在外赚外块.身边的朋友和伴,离我越来越远.我们没有什么共同的话题, 除了功课以外. 我很难想象,如果情况再这样下去,我是不是会出事.

最近忙着租车的生意,把自己的大部分时间和精力都投了给它.课业对我来说,根本就是兼职. 当然,这行业也给我认识很多人,顾客和新的工作伙伴. 原本想,有了这个新伙伴,总于可以多个伴,可是一起出街,shopping,聊天,玩,看戏和吃饭,可是,经过一段日子,我对他这新交的朋友,也只能说,失望透顶,根本就不领情.而, 我的死党和我,最近都在因一些小事闹得不愉快. 所以,我就尽量减少跟他来往.所以,连他这个伴都少了.看来以后,我还是要回到孤零零的生活,一个人吃饭,一个人走街,shopping,一个人去JUSCO, 一个人上网.

It has been a while since i last posted my news.

Fight for few ringgit
“Why you never think of the reason I ask you to treat me?”, “You are not a good business man!” “You thought I can’t afford to pay that RM5.50?” “Did you ever treat me to a big meal sincerely before?”…
Just now, on the way back to UTM, both of us are quarreling for that plenty of ringgit. And of course, the ending is not good. With that kind of awful tone, he said those hurtful words mentioned above. That is him; I understood since few years ago. I just wonder, does it worth to have a war for that few ringgit of money? Isn’t it we are earning more money, yet, we are getting more stingy and more “counting”. No wonder people said, never argue with a person that doing business, cos he will count till the last drop or cents.
Now, I am going to tell him here for the reason why I want to tell you those thing is, I want to control my spends. Ask yourself, “You can spend RM200 in week, but I earn RM200 in one month, what is the different?” Let me help you answer. RM200 for you is just a tiny amount. But to me? RM200 is my one month income. I scarify my time, my energy for that RM200. But you? Simply make a call to your mum, and you can get RM500. No wonder, most of the friends that surrounding you more interested on your “wealth” instead of true friendship.
Another one thing I hope you can hear from here is that, you always think for yourself and you are always right. When you insist of something, that is the truth, we must obey. When you want to change something in a sudden, you will change it, and you insist that is correct too. Without any compromise, you can change you standard and rules in a second. You always said you are perfect. Indeed, I prove to you that, you aren’t. However, you certainly give a good reason which I never ready for. Still remember when you make the mistake previously, the reason you give me is “Oh, I make mistake because I haven’t gone through the information, if I had gone through, definitely it won’t have any mistake occurs.” I tell you, you are BULLSHIT!!!
Finally, try to think for a second, how to treat people, remember, people will treat you back in the same manner. Again, this is a universal rules which will never change throughout the eternity, “All things, therefore, that you want men to do to you, you also must likewise do to them”… Even though you never apply it to me (actually I don’t think so, in fact I had been treated for that since long time ago), yet, you should ready to be get paid.